Out of touch

OK, sorry it's been a long time. I've been busy. Very.

So, let's see, just to catch up, I'm scheduled for surgery 11/22 to remove the thyroid. I've only got 2 more weeks of class after this week. Finals could be as early as 3 weeks depending on if the teachers get them turned in that soon which I won't know until the last minute so I've got to be prepared for all 3. Which means I have about 700 more pages to read and outlines for all 3 classes to prepare. Meanwhile I'm trying to get packed, but I'm focusing first on school... hoping to have time to pack before my surgery. Not sure how much I'm going to want to do after. And having odd conversations such as hmm should we weight the collar of my graduation robe with fishing tackle so it doesn't pull my neck.

Guess that gets us up to speed.

I cried a lot yesterday. I woke up after dreaming I had twins, which was a VERY real dream and in fact I was having stomach cramps which in my dream were labor pains. Not menstrual, and they stopped as soon as I fully woke up, so not sure if they were psychic or PMS. Hmm. Anyway, then I realized I don't have kids and I may never have kids so then I started crying. And what really bugs me is, I couldn't go to husband for a hug because he'd just think I was being childish. And maybe I was. But some support at childish moments would be nice.

Plus on top of that I've been having "marital disagreements".

So I'm watching TV. Humph.